If you still care at all, don't go, tell me now.

always the couple counselor, never the couple.

Thu, 16 May 2013 12:14:35 -0400

its so funny how i am always the person people go to to help mend their fragments of a relationship. “she wont talk to me. can you get her to talk to me? I dont know what i did.” Yes, i will magically fix your fucking insecure relationship. I would love nothing more than to do that.. not like sleeping… or not doing it. But of course since im not a complete asshole, i oblige. it just really sucks to know the whole “always a bridesmaid never a bride.” thats going to be me. YESSSS. AWESOME… but not. I am just sick of being the person who knows how to solve relationships. I’ve never been in a actual relationship. Never even been in love. But some how I was like named the prophet of relationships. One day I am going to have lines of couples with insecure girls and dumb guys waiting out my door for advice. Fuck international business, I should be a couples counselor. I really should start charging these people. Yeah I am your friend, but what the fuck do you do for me after I have saved your “relationship” for the 50th time. And then when I say I doubt you will last til summer. I look like the asshole. I’m sorry but you threaten to break up with your boyfriend every five seconds, but me giving my own opinion is suddenly unwanted. “But we are in love.” Bullshit. You are just scared because its your first real relationship and he is the only guy you’ve ever slept with and blah blah bullshit. Hey, I had sex. Didn’t talk to the guy after because I didn’t want to, he wasn’t as attractive the next morning. Kind of looked like Hayley Joel Osmet. hahah. Do I regret it? Not at all, I wanted to have sex so i did. But will you regret making a relationship with the asshole who is going to tell everyone you are the crazy one after you break up with him? Chances are highly likely. I’m just sick of being a good friend, but never good enough to get the guy. Ask every guy I liked in high school. I was friendzoned. Zach: friendzoned from sophomore year to senior year. John: friendzoned sophomore year. Cole: Friendzoned 8th grade to freshmen year. Ya. Thats fun. Do I have some permanent stamp on my head that says “just friends” that makes guys flock to me as their girl friend who they can talk about their sex lives with and their problems with their random hook ups getting all needy. No I don’t give a shit. This sounds so pathetic and whiney. But fuck it. I am tried of just being there. Not considered anything. I am not searching a guy out like every girl at the night club thinking “maybe if i dance with him he will be my new boyfriend?” no fuck that. I am not searching for it because I know it won’t happen if I keep chasing after it. Its about time that it chases after me. I am going to be traveling the world over the next two years. I want to find myself, my purpose. But having someone else find me wouldn’t suck. I am just sick of having to deal with other peoples problems when I have my own.

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Sat, 05 Jan 2013 10:38:31 -0500

#tbt with my butch cut and @shannmil90 ‘s gremlin smile...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 16:50:50 -0500

#tbt with my butch cut and @shannmil90 ‘s gremlin smile I’d have to say this the cutest picture ever

Here’s to 20 years! #tbt #im20 #happybirthdaytome #dad...

Thu, 27 Dec 2012 03:00:03 -0500

Here’s to 20 years! #tbt #im20 #happybirthdaytome #dad #1stbdaypic

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Fri, 19 Oct 2012 00:18:29 -0400

4 more months

Sun, 14 Oct 2012 16:09:15 -0400

just 4 more months until i am out of here for 2 years. it couldn’t come fast enough. the same people bitching at me for the same things that i can’t change, nor care to, is getting old. these people, this place, i can’t take it anymore. i need to leave as soon as i can. february couldn’t come soon enough. and a whole secluded month in january sounds like heaven. fuck all this shit. fuck these people. fuck this school. just fuck it. I’m tired of it all.

i fucking hate people.

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 20:53:22 -0400

i fucking hate people.

jessieblush: colors used xoxo, ruby doo, toxity, canary...

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 00:49:33 -0400

jessieblush:

colors used xoxo, ruby doo, toxity, canary songbook, wicked witch, sparrow, platinum blonde, & hula hoop from www.rockeresque.com

RAINBOW!

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Wed, 18 Jul 2012 23:47:59 -0400

doubtful

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doubtful

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